DB10 you can say it is bollocks but to me it is totally justified - for me it doesn't come down to the winning or losing of a game/league or cup but is something far more basic than that......it is down to the ambition to win and we simply do not have that as a club anymore
Unlike most of you I don't have a hang up on losing in paris in 2006 - when I came out of the stadium that night I was of course disappointed, but I still felt total respect and admiration with everyone associated with the club for the massive effort that night. Maybe now, because we have fallen so far from that position, the defeat hurts more but all you can do is your best and I felt that by and large our players gave their all that night (average al was of course shit and henry bottled his chances of course).
My kids are now 9 and 11 and obviously they are playing football themselves - I have tried to instill into them, that the minimum requirement from them is that they give absolutely everything they have every single time they put on their boots. It is very hard to preach that to your kids and still show our club, the club we have grown up supporting, do less than their best to achieve success. We all have a major dislike towards bendtner for his attitude to his wages and his motivation in the game, but tell me how wenger and our club are any different ? Wenker (and the board) want us, actually change that to expect us, to continue paying top dollar towards their wages, to accept 4th place as successful and then to be happy and silent with our lot - that is not what I signed up for. I have said it a million times on here that failing to win a trophy for x number of years I can accept cos there are only a small number of trophies available - what I will not accept however, is a lack of ambition and commitment to try and achieve that success and that is where we are now and by the looks of things it will be where we are for many years to come (unless either kroenke or wenker pops their clogs and personally I would be totally ok with occurring)
Right now I don't feel a connection to Arsenal Football Club - this isn't the same club that I grew up with and I don't like what it has become

Maybe this is just a phase that I am going through (and it would disappear if wenker fcuked off) but I have never ever felt as sad and upset as a Gooner as I do now
