I remember when I first got married. Eh, those were the days.........
Beautiful new young wife, loads of fantastic, thrilling, passionate sex.

A new beginning. We were young, ambitious, had the whole world at our feet. We were so in love and made a great team. We could take on anybody or anything. We felt like we were were invincible.

Yea. Everybody admired us and wanted to have what we had. Good times.
Then the wife decided to have a family and the kids came along. Slowly the beautiful, fantastic, sex dried up and it became boring. Predictable. Same old same old. It was as if she was just going through the motions.
When the kids came along she changed. I felt she didn't care about me anymore.

Rather she wanted to spoil, mollycoddle the kids. Give the little ungratefull little fuckers everything they wanted. Guitar tuition, swimming lessons, playstations, X boxes, Expensive holidays, the best of everything. And they didn't walk anywhere. Oh no I had to drop em off and pick em up again. Of course I had to pay for all this expense. it was me who had to foot the bill.
Now and again the wife and I would have a good time together again. A good day/night out. A nice meal followed by some of that great sex we used to have regularly. Reminded me of how it used to be. But times like this were few and far between and only served to paper over the cracks.
Now the kids have grown up but guess what? I cant get rid of the fuckers. Lifes too cushy here for them and they wont leave.
Me and the wife dont really get along anymore and just sort of "co-exist" It really is quite sad really. We could have been world beaters. i think a quote from Marlon Brando's On the Waterfront pretty much sums it up.........
"You don't understand. I coulda had class. I coulda been a contender. I coulda been somebody, instead of a bum, which is what I am, ...................So what happens? He gets the title shot outdoors on the ballpark and what do I get? A one-way ticket to Palooka-ville!"
So I think its best for both of us if we seperate amicably. (She can have the kids

). Just recognise what wonderful times we've had together (and boy there've been some great memories) and be thankful that we've had something really, really special together but that its time to say goodbye.........
